![]() ![]() ![]() Instead I was waiting for something to do me the favor of killing me. No-no matter how I considered, the season was not auspicious for suicide. Moreover, I told myself, there's no need for me to take such decisive action myself, not when I'm surrounded by such a bountiful harvest of death-death in an air raid, death at one's post of duty, death in the military service, death on the battlefield, death from being run over, death from disease-surely my name has already been entered in the list for one of these: a criminal who has been sentenced to death does not commit suicide. I had an inherent dislike of admitting defeat. ![]() But as I thought about it, the idea became exceedingly tiresome, and I finally decided it would be a ludicrous business. “When I arrived at the house in the suburbs that night I seriously contemplated suicide for the first time in my life. ![]()
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